experimenting...

ok im trying to experiment with my new way of blogging, which i call "quik pik blogging" where you use pictures that move quickly on the screen while your voice recording talks about whatever topic you may be talking about... i was hoping that it would create a cool affect, but so far i hav'nt really got anywhere with it...

i dont know why, but i'm not really in a creative mood today.. i usually am and would happily spend ages making something new, but today i'm just not feeling it :( perhaps i'm just tired, ive been looking at a laptop screen everyday for the last few weeks... maybe its time for a break?? perhaps...

im going to carry on trying to create something cool with this new form of v-logging, even though so far i have been to no endevour... i think i need a break. but theres nothing for me to do.. i have no plans to do anything until this friday, which is still 3 days away. i bought my new camera yesterday, and was imagining myself doing loads of cool stuff with it, having loads of fun.

i had this image in my mind of myself, on one knee looking through the new camera, filming tons of cool things.. however, in my mind i could never actually see what it was i was filming or taking pictures of.. i just focused on the picture of myself holding the camera, with it in position to start shooting footage of... only god knows what...

maybe thats it? maybe thats the trick, the thing i should be doing.. i should be out using this new camera, taking pictures and videos which will inspire me to write something worthwhile on my blog, or give me the boost i need to film an engaging, interesting v-log for youtube... possibly??

this is making me wonder about the "six figure bloggers" ive heard about... what exactly do they blog about? if all they do is sit at their computer all day and blog, then what could they possibly have to talk about? blogging?? do they blog about blogging?? do people read that?? i have many unanswered questions...

sooooooo..... what to do now? i maight go out and start photographing and filming things... but what?? i dont know, i wish i did... have i just wasted £60 on a camera i have no need for??

i dont know... theres a lot i dont know...