3rd Month Sick...

i haven't written on my blogger blog for about a week now so i thought it was about time to update it... i went to see my doctor 2day to tell him how i've been over the last few weeks... my apparent return to work was approaching & we had agreed that i see him just before i'm due back to work to determine whether or not i'm ready to go back into work... so, i told him the whole truth & he said that i should carry on as i am for now & signed me off work for another 4 weeks...

so, this'll be my 3rd month of sick with this anxiety & depression problem i have... i know that work is going to be pissed off at me because they thought i was coming back to work 2moro.. but hey, how many times have they let me down?? tons of times... all those times i wanted to take a half day but they wouldnt let me, then gave a half day to some bloody foreign worker.. the times i needed to leave early &, in their defence they did let me leave, but i got a bit of a stinky attitude from them... all the times theyve treated me unfairly.. then the time i thought i was going to be laid off.. i was thankful because i hate the place so much, but then the day before they were announcing the redundancies they turn around & say "oh actually we aren't making any redundancies" & i was absolutely gutted!!!

so, i consider this my revenge against a horrible company who treat the workers like shyte... so unfair... oh well, its one more month of freedom before i have to return to that dump... then i will DEFINATELY have to go back, or risk losing my job... life sux...