The Height Of Sadness...

so ive started using websites to increase my number of followers on twitter... i was skeptical at first, especially about paying, even tho it was only a few quid... but, i decided to just go for it and if it didnt work, what have i lost?? a few pounds... so what! what the hell! i'll take a gamble... so i did. & guess what?? its actually working!!

in as little as 9 hours my number of followers has gone up from 24 to 84!! & the counter keeps going up... i dont know exactly how it works because i never really looked into it, but i think its something along the lines of when people click the link in your RT (Re-tweet) they are taken to the website that gets u more followers... u need to follow something like 40 VIP twitter users & then everytime someone tries to get more followers they have to follow u before they themselves can get more followers for their tweets...

its not trickery as it is all explained before u start it.. its honest & it does work!! ive just looked at my twitter page & 3 minutes ago it said 84 followers & now it says 88! thats 4 more followers in 2-3 minutes!

maybe i'm getting a little obsessed with this??? perhaps... but i'm already a certified nut-case having seen a psychiatrist & having almost a year of therapy, anti-depressants & self-harming so it doesnt matter if i do something wierd :-P but the thing is... maybe i'm doing this & wanting thousands of followers so badly because ive never really done that well in anything... so i think this is just me wanting to excell in something. so getting 100s of twitter followers will give me a sense of accomplishment, even if i did cheat at it, thats not sad, is it?? *ahem...*

so what if i have an unquenchible desire for more followers, friends, subscribers & viewers on my various web profiles?! all i want is for my thoughts on my blogs to be read by hundreds of people... & with all these twitter followers i'm getting my blogs wont fall on blind eyes... yeah i invented that term, even if it is a rip-off the deaf ears saying, THIS IS THE INTERNET!!! I just want more people to know of me, thats not too much to ask is it???

...oh shit i am sad...

this is the height of sadness...